To start, I tell myself that I won't fit it all in one blog. I want to have many, many blogs, and address the various multitude of issues that are pertinent, to well, ME. I don't know whether these things ever get read...I almost feel as if it is a grandiose desire, this desire that people should read what I write.
I think my English is fairly good, I won't be trying to scrutinize my writing too much, because I want this to be unfiltered. The point is not the prose, and though good prose naturally helps to convey a mesage, it will not be something I break a sweat over. If my writing is horrid, I suppose no one will read it, so at the very least it won't be horrid. I can't gaurantee though, that the writing will always be polished - this will probably depend on how many topics I want to get to and how much time I have to write.
I actually hope no one I know reads this, and if they do know me, I would prefer if they would not identifity themselves to me should they choose to follow this blog, as I do not ever want to censor myself. This will be like a diary/editorial, I have a feeling, but it could be more. If you read this and like/dislike what you read, please don't be a stranger, it could get lonely always writing to myself. The only editing I might do is trim or rearrange sentences for the reader's ease if I am not efficient with my words, but I hope not to censor myself.
I am a professional and I have a career, so there are certains truths about myself that will be off limits, certain things I'm embarassed about, but everyone has certain things they do not divulge under any circumstances, at least, this is what I believe. Humans are sophisticated. Deceipt is a sophisticated action, as opposed to a more base action such as eating, and requires intelligence, as opposed to instinct or just a very basic intelligence. For someone to truly be an open book, there would have to be some level of retardation involved. Conceal too much though , and you isolate yourself. I promise though, there will be plenty to sink your teeth into; I aim to please.
I am writing this to get off my island. This will be my proclamation that what I have to say deserves attention, if no one agrees with me but me, but regardless, I hope you reach out to me.
